My term is finally done! This exam period was fairly stressful, but that was mostly brought upon myself; I didn’t do much of anything since I wrote midterms, so I had a lot of work to do.

And, as per St. Paul’s lovely rules, I am no longer in the building. It took a long time (I was up until 6am packing, and was up at it again at 9am…), but I moved out and into my summer residence. I was completely beat yesterday. I managed to pull one final prank before I left though: I took all of my club soda cans, lined them up, and blocked Sue and Shanna’s door with it. To add insult to injury, I taped it up so even some force will not knock it over. Pictures will be coming soon

And I am completely beat today. I went to bed stupid late and, because the bed is still foreign to me, I was up stupid early. (I have this terrible trait of not being able to sleep well unless it’s in my own bed.) And it was a long day, riddled with meetings and duties around the house. I even cooked dinner for everyone tonight. It didn’t really go the way I thought it would (cooking the sauce from scratch didn’t work the same way it used to!), but it all worked out in the end. And that’s the important part, right? Right.

So here I am, sitting in my room with only one monitor (cry!), and I am absolutely surrounded with junk. I have way too much stuff.

I stole the title from Kat’s journal; apparently that’s how she was feeling a couple of hours ago. I hope that she’s remedying that with a nice dose of sleep.

I’m finally done my first pass of my Economics textbook, frantically scribbling down pieces of information and themes that might be important for my exam. While I do tend to put work off, this is uncharacteristically late for me. I think that I have been particularly unmotivated this term, and my brain has been put to use in many non-academic facets. So perhaps I can justify why I am fairly unprepared for this last exam.

Despite the time, I am still fairly awake. My mind is racing. I’ve been thinking about recent conversations. Some have been fairly concerning, and I’m still digesting them. One of them, a talk with Shanna, will likely take a long time to process.

Anyhow, I think that I should do myself a favour and start getting ready for bed; if I want to do well tomorrow, I need to put in a good amount of studying. So far, that hasn’t happened.

The optimum point occurs when the marginal cost is equal to the marginal revenue.

Good night, world.

… of sleep
… of completion
… of giving up
… of change
… of insanity

It’s time to break through.